The Fifth Dimension

A morning call from my mother on 21st of May, brings me from heaven to hell. From INTI college to johore matriculation college, but the latter is a total nightmare.

Don be stupid enough to hear the words of the seniors that local matriculation is very good, it is a LIE, get it? A BIG FAT LIE!! And u cannot call it a college at all, NOT EVEN A SECOND. It is only a renovated secondary school, or rather i should say that it is a retarded secondary school.

All Malays here, chinese is so damn few. 3 malays and one chinese in one room, when the malays did something wrong, no penalty. What about chinese? U didn't do anything wrong the lecturer also penalise u. This is so unfair. Prior to the exam, all the malays will be summoned to the surau, and the lecturer will give them all the tips for the coming exam in there, and NOTHING AT ALL for chinese. Here, u can feel that most of the lecturers discriminate the chinese students.

U call this a college? Is a joke. U have to wear super formal here, long sleeves, slacks, tie, belt, shoe, everything. And ur hair!! U have to cut even shorter than what u can in normal secondary school, basically they hope everyone become bold. Well, the disiplinary teacher in there is super unfair. We were having a meeting in the lecture hall, then after that when we dismiss, he was standing at the entrance there, try to catch those with long fair. In the end, those who got caught all chinese, and their hair is not long at all. I seen some malays with even longer hair, but that basket just ignore, like he see nothing.

Don ever go for local matriculation if u can, u will never wan to stuck in here, especially even if u wanna go out for a while, u also have to fill in form to apply, and have to wait for the permission. What type of college is this? They should change to Jail Matriculation Johore, not college. The lecturer here is super lousy as well. U ask them any questions, they will say they will tell u tmr, and when u go for the answer tmr, they will say, 'oh, this question not in ur syllabus, u no need to know'. This is the worst place i have ever been. For those who were in the same class with me, appreciate Mr. Liam. He really is a good chemistry lecturer.......

Don ever step into matriculation. U will regret for life. This will be the worst memories of ur life. DON EVEN TRY.

Sry my fren, that i just disappear that day morning, without any sign, any message. But i have to, i got no other choice. I will always remember what we did when i was still in INTI. The time when we went to the music room to jam, we played basketball, badminton, go to class together, study in library, attend extra course(:P), Orientation Night, Cyber Cafe, everything. I appreciate that. I am sure we will see each other again. Thanks to u all my frens, because of u all, i never regret i went to INTI, and i am happy to have such a nice memory for my life. Thanks to u all, Pats, Ron, Mahen, Sharon, Chern Hong, Melissa, Kelly, Bobo, Jing Yun, Iyngaran, Vijay, Johnathan, Khoo, Satishram, Wen Chiy etc etc......

The way i am travelling now, there is no turning back. I can never go back and do whatever we did last time. I miss u guys, and take care. If somehow I offended u in the past, I say sorry here and hope that u can forgive me for what I did or what I said. Choose ur future wisely, and to Mahen and Ron, u guys did the right choice to stay back in INTI. Don think u can see my laughter for a while and, I have to admit that, I cried every morning when I woke up in matric. I have to accept the fact, life is so unfair. And I can remember what u said to me Mahen, 'Welcome to life......"

Found this when i was searching for video in youtube. This guy is really awesome.

This is the violin, which accompany me for 3 years. Yes, i knew her 3 years ago. She is a Stradivarius, from Itali. Actually, this violin was with my sister for more than 5 years. So basically she is about 8 to 9 years old. Well, now she is with me what to complain lol, coz my sister got herself another one. But still, although my sister get another one, the sound of this violin is still much better than my sister’s one coz this violin had been played for 9 years. Well, violins, something that u will never regret buying it, coz, the longer u play it, the better the sound, and more valuable it is.

Say hi to everyone Valetaki.

The bow(why call it a bow? Don ask me, coz i dunno the answer......)

This seems familiar huh? Its like something u can see when u play pool. Ya, its a rosin, but this one is much bigger than those u can see in the pool. Well, this is the rosin for the bow.

Shoulder rest, for the violin to rest on ur shoulder~~

This is the mute, but this is the older version one, the new one is much smaller and must more beautiful than this one>.<

By Within Temptation. Enjoy



In this world you tried,
Leaving me alone behind.
There's no other way,
I pray to the gods let him stay.
The memories cease the pain inside,
Now I know why.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try,
To find my way back in this life.
Hope there is a way,
To give me a sign you're okay.
Reminds me again it's worth it all,
So I can go home.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories...

After 2 weeks of non-stop eating+sleeping+dreaming finally school reopen, err, no, college reopen. Glad to be back here, i will grow even fatter if i stay at home doing the same things.....

Its been some times, and the first day i came back to INTI then i met some problems. My plug sockets in my room were not working, so i got no current to use for 3 days. Have to carry my phone charger around and charge my cellphone in my fren's room. Completely like an idiot. I don even dare to listen to mp3 in my phone becoz of this problem>.<

Anyway, it really feels good to be back. Timetable is like hell, lecturers are still the same(Chemistry ROCKS), expect for Biology, gonna miss my old bio lecturer, she is like my sister LOL.

But unfortunately, some frens are moving out from the college, they got some scholarship, some change programme, but all the best, hope all of u do well and we shall meet again in the future.

Well, new semester, new starting again. Hope i can do better in this semester than last one. Looking forward for all the upcoming events, Orientation Night, Intiball, etc.....

Quite a sad song, by simple plan



I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading awayI'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Its been a while. The past few weeks were totally HELL. Exams, tests, assignments, blah blah blah. Somemore my computer broken down, life without computer is killing me but luckily everything is finally OVER~~

Yesterday was the last day in college before the semester break, so i went out with my friends for after-exam celebration. We planned to go Genting but last minute we changed our plan coz we can't figure out how to get a transport there. So in the end we decided to go Sunway Lagoon~~

We reached the place at about 10 in the morning, bought the ticket(not in ticket form, but in a 'watch' form), got ourself changed and started enjoying there. Early in the morning, we can play whatever we wan without having to q up. Well, seriously its been a decade since the very last time i went to Sunway Lagoon. It feels so good when going back there but i know my mother is going to kill me if she finds out>.<

After all the water stuff, we went for the dry stuff. We skipped the pirate ship(360 degree spin@@), same goes for tomahawk(same thing, it is basically 2 pirate ship thingy). We went for the roller coaster. The thing is called The Lost City of Gold(eldorado??). Well, we went for the thing three times continuously until we got totally no feeling about it already while other ppl still screaming for their lives LOL.

Well after all those stuff, we decided to go for ice skating. So we showered, packed up our things and went out. By the time we came out, someone was trying the most crazy stuff@@ My fren called it bungee jump thing, basically is just 2 6 to 7 storey tall pole, with metal string in between tying a metal ball(the ball is not totally enclosed!!). 2 ppl at once and they just shot the ball high up and then u can hear the couple inside screaming. Then the ball will hang in the air for sometimes then only come down. I guess if i got into the thing, halfway i will be in another dimension already@@

Anyway, after lunch, my frens said they were tired and don feel like skating. Well i was quite tired also so we didn't go for ice skating but we signed a contract we will go on 26th of april LOL, i am looking forward for it LOL.

Well, that is basically what i did for last sunday. It was really fun and i am looking forward for more together with my frens. For anyone who is having semester break now, happy holiday. For anyone having exam now, good luck for ur exam. For someone who is going to foreign country for vacation, happy holiday and take care.